Beat Psychology
Thursday, November 24, 2005
watched the sixth sense on tv. dunno watched it how many times already, but i still love it and it made me cry again. haley joel osment is fabulous. absolutely love that kid's acting.
and as i was watching, i was thinking, what fantastic plot it was. but i realise that, no matter how great the script, it still depends on how the show is directed and how the cast bring out the essence of the film. this movie was directed by m. night shymalayan (think this is how it's spelled). i like the way the show unravels so smoothly. and the twists and turns of the film had great effect.
jus recd news that sim's gonna stage the play blatant claps in jan. the play staged by sim film and performing arts society. there are 3 stories and i wrote one of them. the other 2 are written by jocelyn and jasmine, directed by benny lim, direcot of funstage. i think it'll be staged at ngee ann audi. can't believe this is really happening. and i tot it'll never happen or it'll jus be staged in school as some small gig. hopefully it'll all turn out well.
and as i was watching, i was thinking, what fantastic plot it was. but i realise that, no matter how great the script, it still depends on how the show is directed and how the cast bring out the essence of the film. this movie was directed by m. night shymalayan (think this is how it's spelled). i like the way the show unravels so smoothly. and the twists and turns of the film had great effect.
jus recd news that sim's gonna stage the play blatant claps in jan. the play staged by sim film and performing arts society. there are 3 stories and i wrote one of them. the other 2 are written by jocelyn and jasmine, directed by benny lim, direcot of funstage. i think it'll be staged at ngee ann audi. can't believe this is really happening. and i tot it'll never happen or it'll jus be staged in school as some small gig. hopefully it'll all turn out well.
Wednesday, November 23, 2005
You are Yuna! You scored 12 good or evil, 7 spirituality, -2 power, and 12 intelligence! |
Undeniably innocent and intelligent with the slightest - almost invisible - hint of corruption, Yuna, the daughter of High Summoner Braska draws on strong beliefs, her quiet wisdom and the wealth of friendships around her to strike out and defend Spira from Sin. Physical strength is perhaps her only real disability, but she makes up for it with a strong connection to the metaphysical through her deep faith. Throughout FFX, Yuna is faced with a constant stream of tragedy, but she never loses hope - always moving forward with her faith in her heart. Even when that faith proved false, she kept on and fought to find something else to believe in, determined not to give in to Sin's whims. Finally finding a way to defeat Sin's cycle of torment, Yuna again faced tragedy as she faced the loss of her love. Ever determined and hopeful, she kept going on until finally recapturing what she was denied for her sacrifices. Aligned with good, faithful and intelligent, if a bit weak, you are probably a very determined person with a strong belief in something - whether it be God or Starbucks Coffee is up to you. Chances are if you have that much determination coupled with keen knowledge, you'll get far in the world. Just try not to dwell too much on what you might be lacking strength-wise, and you should do well. Similar Characters include Rinoa(ff8), Relm(ff6), Ramza(fft) Your Polar opposite is Kefka. You can probably get along with Bahamut, and you may be able to tolerate Sephiroth or Delita. |
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Monday, November 21, 2005
get well soon
woke up today from azlina's msg, reading that she knocked her head a few days ago and since then she's having problems remembering people. and so she would like me to send her a photo of me and how we know each other. i tot she was kidding and so i ignored her. until our fren called, who have conversed with az, saying that girl really have knocked her head cos she fainted.and the worse thing is, her parents didn't bother to bring az to the doc!!!! what were they thinking? dun they bother about the health of their child?!?!?!?!?
she was with her ex, he didn't even bother to bring her to the doc immediately!!!!!! gosh!!!!
i know she's upset about her current breakup. and i also know she dun seem to be eating. wonder whether she fainted due to that.
which makes me wonder, the things that people do when they are upset over relationships, when they get jealous...pretty frightening. whether it's hurting themselves or hurting those involved. and not forgetting, those who care for them, they are the innocent ones who get hurt as well.
isn't love a frightening thing? such a powerful force.
what will i do when i fall in love? how much can i sacrifice for a loved one? what will i do to myself for love. or for the lack of it? i have no idea. maybe only when things happen, will i know. for now. i shall continue to bask in the joy of being loved for as long as it lasts.
which reminds me about the story of meepok man by david khoo. the man selling meepok in the movie kept the body of the prostitute, even when it decomposed to blue cheese (that was the colour of the decomposed hand in the movie) he still went to hug and kiss it. insane. but there are many other zany stories in this world, that people do for love, out of love.
az, you are still young, you've got a long way to go. pleas, do not hurt yourself for someone who's not worthy of your love.
Saturday, November 19, 2005
i don't really know what to put in this entry. i've been stuck on this empty page for a good many many hours. how many times have you been stuck like this?
it's not that i do not know what to type, i've got plenty to say, plenty to shout out, but somehow, i can't bear to fill this page. consequences? i can only imagine.
maybe it isn't that bad, maybe nothing will happen at all. but i can't be so selfish, i want to cover it as much and as long as i can. this is the least i can do.
but is hiding it being mean as well? i do not know. it's evidently a dilemma, i guess i prefer escaping. not doing anything, if things sould happen, it happens and not because i caused it to...oh no, that sounds like i'm shirking responsibility, i'm being selfish!
now what? and so i'm happy, i'm rather, i think, contented. but why do i still feel this prick? this bad feeling deep down? am i supposed to feel this way? should i? afterall, i can't control the event of things. it's nobody's fault! it's...fate! cause and effect, things happen for a reason...and i can't be blamed for how things turn out!
but, i am partially to be blamed. for the things i've said, for the things i've done. for my own selfishness, i am now being punished. i do believe in karma, maybe that's why i'm feeling bad now.
i willingly suffer. for what i've done.
it's not that i do not know what to type, i've got plenty to say, plenty to shout out, but somehow, i can't bear to fill this page. consequences? i can only imagine.
maybe it isn't that bad, maybe nothing will happen at all. but i can't be so selfish, i want to cover it as much and as long as i can. this is the least i can do.
but is hiding it being mean as well? i do not know. it's evidently a dilemma, i guess i prefer escaping. not doing anything, if things sould happen, it happens and not because i caused it to...oh no, that sounds like i'm shirking responsibility, i'm being selfish!
now what? and so i'm happy, i'm rather, i think, contented. but why do i still feel this prick? this bad feeling deep down? am i supposed to feel this way? should i? afterall, i can't control the event of things. it's nobody's fault! it's...fate! cause and effect, things happen for a reason...and i can't be blamed for how things turn out!
but, i am partially to be blamed. for the things i've said, for the things i've done. for my own selfishness, i am now being punished. i do believe in karma, maybe that's why i'm feeling bad now.
i willingly suffer. for what i've done.
Sunday, November 13, 2005
latha's b'day today! happy b'day girl! and you are gorgeous!!!!
met up with az, wendy, jy and ernie....not much to talk about liao...cos all mugging for exams. gotta go home early....sigh...what will it be like when we work?
will we still keep in contact????
anyway went for a drink with wendy and az...as usual, loads of nonsense and crap...deeeeeeeep conversations....kekeke....
made me realise that no matter how busy, lonely, tired we are...everybody needs a friend now and then. i'm in another phase of my life and i'm glad i have them to share it with.
thank you very much my dear friends. i love you all (^_^)
met up with az, wendy, jy and ernie....not much to talk about liao...cos all mugging for exams. gotta go home early....sigh...what will it be like when we work?
will we still keep in contact????
anyway went for a drink with wendy and az...as usual, loads of nonsense and crap...deeeeeeeep conversations....kekeke....
made me realise that no matter how busy, lonely, tired we are...everybody needs a friend now and then. i'm in another phase of my life and i'm glad i have them to share it with.
thank you very much my dear friends. i love you all (^_^)
Wednesday, November 09, 2005
***Your Inner Child Is Surprised***
You see many things through the eyes of a child.Meaning, you're rarely cynical or jaded.You cherish all of the details in life.Easily fascinated, you enjoy experiencing new things.
How Is Your Inner Child?http://blogthings.com/howisyourinnerchildquiz/
You see many things through the eyes of a child.Meaning, you're rarely cynical or jaded.You cherish all of the details in life.Easily fascinated, you enjoy experiencing new things.
How Is Your Inner Child?http://blogthings.com/howisyourinnerchildquiz/
Monday, November 07, 2005

washing ah liang's car. after one trip back from jb, the car was full of bird shit!!! twice, park at the same lot under the tree, kena bombarded with bird shit!!! but after that, he'll always win when playing mj....lol
in gree is ah liang, in dark blue, cheng. and the one standing away not doing any work is cheeyen (aka. fat nerd) kekeke

Sunday, November 06, 2005

irene, jason with half a face n sam. queuing outside dbl o. waitin for so long! this is the nicest shot after 4 or 5 attempts. haha

Thursday, November 03, 2005
dbl O
suppose to go zouk with a bunch of friends but as it always turns out there'll be last min changes and back outs. didn't want to go out after most of my friends backed out, plus it started drizzling at about 9 plus. but still went down to dbl O with irene and jason. and boy did i have fun!! it was sheer unadulterated fun!!!!! so much so that it was a teeny weeny bit sinful.....kekeke....it's sooooo amazing!! there was already a queue when i got there at bout 10 plus. but the queue got worse when i came out for a breather at bout 11 plus. MS and that whole strectch of road was full of night animals. the crowd and the music was really good, no regrets going =)
but feel sorry for jason's baby subaru, his front bumper is too low and got bruised very badly when he went thru my area's multi storey carpark....ouch!!!! =(
so anyway it was free entry and free flow drinks for the gals. guys had 2 pay 30 bucks for cover! but there was evidently alot of guys last night. a good mix of both sexes i'd say. this says something doesn't it??? i'm not sure what....lol...
and yes me and irene had a great time! so much so that we conveniently forgot about jason....ooopppsss.....this is bad. really really bad. cannot let it happen again. we shall be nice.
we'll go on our own in future....muahahahahaahah.... =)